2013 的最后一天了。
终于最后一天了。说快不快，说慢也不慢。
这一年，过得好不容易, 最累的一年,最难过的一年, 也是经历过最多的一年。今年, 的确是很艰难的一年, 面对一开始的分手，接着背叛，欺骗，繁忙的学业，压力，然后考试, 而我, 总是伤痕累累。我还记得去年的今天, 是你提出分手的开始, 也像是我的世界末日。还记得那天, 为了分开，你说了很多伤人的话, 你说最后一天说分手才能给我第二天新的开始, 你说新的一年, 新的开始。 可是2013对我来说并不是新的开始，而是痛苦的开始。那一年的那一夜,也是眼泪泛滥整年的开始。
2013，我熬过了，我的世界没有末日。
学习，领悟了很多。
感谢家人和朋友们一直以来的支持和陪伴。
今天的我已经不是去年那天的我了, 我也熬过了最难熬的一年，所以今年不再是眼泪陪我跨新的一年。
今天的我, 会用微笑来挥去伤心难过的2013, 迎接美丽快乐的2014。
我并不相信所谓的1314，一生一世，只愿新的一年爱我多一些, 请保佑身边每一位我爱的人和爱我的人都健康，平安快乐。
感恩。
Tuesday, December 31, 2013
Monday, December 30, 2013
HAPPY BIRTHDAY UNCLE LIM! :D
21st of December 2013
Celebrated my kai lou dou's 56 birthday. Had a party night at my home.
A present for him :)
Spammed so many photos with my nephews and cousins. Crazy till max!
They are siblings and my nephews too. Two of them never afraid of taking photos lol never feel shy under the camera eye. Naughty like hell yerr I really betahan them.
This is another one of my cousins who played with me in my childhood. Super jelly his pair of big beautiful eyes. It made a very big contrast to mine. Omg T.T But one thing I won him is I have fair skins but he is so dark like Indian hahaha
Super love this picha! So lovely ♥♥♥
Look at them. Almost every picture there will be either one of them or both. Photoboom!
Three of us yay! Too bad my dear cousin sister was not with us that night. Yet, I still love all these pictures. These will definitely be very good memories after some times. Two of my lovely cousins are still so closed to me though we spent quite less time to be together as we were always busy with our studies. Zero gap between us!
Selca! XD
Ohhh no I'm the oldest among them! T.T
Im the only girl. Too bad I have no cute niece. :(
I wish all my cousins and nephews always stay happily and strong because they still have long ways to go in their life with the coming challenges! Boys should be strong enough yea!
21st of December 2013
Met my threesome guys heeh. Finally,we met up with the ready of our desserts appetites :D Luckily shukoonnimm doesn't resist desserts so much like boys normally do. Yay, what so finally ---Salon Du Chocolat :D'
We learn to snap the pictures from higher angle so that everyone of us have the small V-shape face hahaha what we learned from My盛lady XD
Amytan ♥
Ar Joo ♥
Shukoonnimm ♥
Threesome yay! ♥♥♥
Wednesday, December 18, 2013
17 December 2013
Finally went to visit my form 6 bestie! :D
Purposely went to visit her because missed her so much hehe
Bought her the same keypouch that I'm using now
Tadaaaaa~
Left is hers and right is mine. Cuteeee?
Cute jojo with cute pouch :D
Joooo and I :D ♥
She made me marshmallow ♥♥♥ though she failed it haha but I was still so happy because she purposely made for me ohh gosh I feel so blessed to have her as my bestie :') Thank youuuuu love you ♥ :)
Companion cell ever ♥
Sisters day ♥♥♥
11 December 2013
Went shopping and movies with my dearest sisters.
2 movies in a day! White storm and Frozen.
This is our style. We like marothon type watching movie style like we always did haha.
Then we went for lunch.
Lao sa pau is so delicious :D'
Picha solo!
3 of us again :D
We enjoyed every outing. Feeling so safe and sound every time going out with them. Not only I have this feeling but they did the same as me haha. Enjoy every single moment with them. Love them so so so MUCH ♥♥♥
Saturday, December 07, 2013
Wednesday, December 04, 2013
2nd of December 2013
The second day of December is also the last day of STPM examination for our new form 6 batches. This day was the most excited day for those who resat the last paper of semester 2 but I was not taking lol. We waited for other girls to finish their exam then only celebrated and carried out our desserts planning. Finally we went Dreamz and it opened! We so worried it closed when we reached like last time. The environment there is so sweet and warm.
Then, we ordered few slices of cakes.
There is a small corner selling souvenirs and we accidentally found some unique keychains that can represent 10 of us! So, we bought 10 keychains yay!
I got number 6 because of my birthday month and 6 is also my favourite number :)
Everyone got their favourite number too. And each of us got one more keychains as souvenir from Sabah given by Yiwen. Aww thank you Yiwen :D
We spent the whole noon chatting over there. However, Yixin gave us a shock news that she is going to Cambodia for 3 months to be an English teacher over there. She is going to leave by next week. Ohhh we so damn shocked when we got to know about it because she never told us. Anyway, be careful yea Yixin, please take care, we will continue our food and desserts hunt with you together after 3 months then.
原本的10 位佳丽却少了ar jo :( She was absent because something happened to her that day.
But still so glad to meet them. Because of them I have so much fun in my form 6 life. ♥♥♥ Appreciated and thank you so much :)
After desserts we went to mamak continue chit chat and have dinner as well.
After dinner, Guan yik came to pick me up and we went yamcha.
These two guys are also my long lost friends. Almost 8 months no see already except that little Q lahh. Though I always see him in school but actually we did not have much time to stop and chat for awhile just like those typical Hi-bye friends lol. This is because we are too busy in our studies! Same to Guan yik. But the most happiest part is after some long time, they still remember to call me out to have tea :') Finally, I met them :D
A very tiring day because I went out from 1pm until almost 12am haha lol. But I still feel so elated to see all of my lovely friends and girls. ;)
Tuesday, December 03, 2013
30th of November 2013
Finally I met this girl. I have long long time no see her already since my birthday that day I remembered she sent cheese tarts to my home to surprise me haah :D Almost 5 months we did not meet each other. Miss her so much :3
As usual, we choose jogging to be our excuses to exercise but the reality was chatting more than exercising hehe. We chatted a lot. She talked a lot but I did listen to her quietly. In front of her, I'll be more quiet compare to the one of me when facing to my form six bestie. Of course I did talk to her but just not as much as she did. In turn, I like to listen to her when she talked and think of her sayings in my mind. This was the way I did. I found that she is so closed to me in terms of personalities. We are just so similar based of our personalities. Maybe is because we have the same horoscope? I think so.
Pictures will never be too much everytime when we meet. I hope to have more pictures with her because we promised to take pictures until we become grandma in the future haha.
She faced the same problem as I did this year. I feel so sad to hear about that because I can definitely feel how she feels right now. I feel her pain in deep of my heart. Actually I don't have such qualification to guide or advise her how to do, not to cry or even let go because even I myself until now still can't let go everything that mean to me. But I hope she can be better after this. At least I know she is stronger and braver than me. Just, all she needs is time. Time really means everything. Time can heal the wounds as it goes by, yet we still don't know how much time we need to overcome and let go everything. So, just let things pass and let time goes. I believe you can get up very soon because of ur believing in God. He will guide you to the right way and fill up your future life full with blessedness and loves. I will support you as always though sieve tube can't supply nutrients to nourish you but I can at least to learn as companion cell to stay beside you as always and forever like you did to me. Love you honey ♥
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