可能性     爱慕     等待


塔逻牌的述说  真的那么准吗?


我知道我很傻
在等待着一个永远不会回头的你
我只想 默默的 在一旁 守护你
就算没有结果 我也认了

原来 有我或没有我的日子

对你来说

都一样  没有分别

你的真心话  让我的心再一次碎了

今夜的月光超載太重
照著我一夜哄不成夢
每根頭髮都失眠

天空他究竟在思念誰
是不是都和我一樣
揮不去昨日甜美的細節
才讓今天又淪陷

你現在想著誰 有沒有和我相同的感覺
固執等著誰 卻驚覺已無法倒退
曾經想一起飛 在自己心中蓋了座花園
把你的一切 都種在這個地點
卻像魚 守在裡面


不管要多少時間多少眼淚多少落空來等待
不管你是不是會回來
其實我也不明白 為什麼如此傻傻地期盼
你是我僅有的愛

Never think that we would have the chance to talk or text.

I felt surprised when it came to this.

I thought we would never ask for each other and I would be treated as a stranger.

I thought if I went off then you would be set free and live better than before.

When you said your recent life is not so good, I was shocked plus a little bit happy because I hope that at least, hmm just a least my leaving might be one of the minor factors that affects your current life. But I know it's of course NO. You will never feel sad just because of that. Because I know that I'm not as important as for you anymore. 

When you asked me how was my life, again, tears dropped. I know I'm not good at pretence. But I still acted like I was okay. You will never know how sucks and terrible my life was,how many tears dropped on and how hard I had suffered within this month. I'm so sick of myself. I even hate myself of turning into this kinda me just like a coward only know how to cry in every night and pretend to be happy just like nothing in front of everyone. Right, I'm tired with it.

You will never know how much I love you.

放手容易  放下难

Everytime when I listen to Jay's songs, my tears then will flow down my cheeks.
His songs remind me of him. I really miss him, even every single day :'((

海鸟跟鱼相爱  只是一场意外

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

对不起   我还爱你 

 

 

 

 

 

 

你看起来好像过得很好

没有伤心  没有舍不得

没有我的日子  你应该过得比较开心

现在的你看来再也不需要我了

这样就对了  这证明我的离开是对的

因为只要你快乐   那我的离开是值得的

 



虽然心很痛  但是只有放你走 

才能让你自由 

让你去想去的地方  做想做的事  认识想认识的人  忘记想忘记的我

没关系

只要你过得比我好  那就够了