Last day of 2012 woots!

I just saw many people posted about 2012 in fb, what they have done in this year blah blah blah sien de lorr :/

Whatever laaa, I'm still happy because just met up with my long lost honey. ;)
Had a morning jog with her at DPC. Actually our jogging means 'chatting and walking'  hahaha chatted till sweating then significantly means we've done exercises so healthy lolol

Kayyys, seriously we jogged but leisure strolling was more than jogging la haha because we were busy chatting ma so long ady no see her sure got a lot of stories to share de la haha.
I'm very elated and joyful to meet her because she is still SHE. I meant she was still very hyper when chatted with me, so sampattt but I like it haha :D I never think that I will meet her up on the last day of 2012 or maybe earlier. She made my day anyway, I'm pretty okay now ;) Love her too ♥  


Seriously, I don't really know what I've done throughout this year.
First 3 months I'm waiting for my spm results, didnt get a part-time job. Hanging around or stayed at home became mushroom. April I was busy to look for scholarships but in the end went to study form 6 LOL. May until November I started my form 6 life. December I did nothing. OMG holiday I did nothing is my big self-indulgence.
Sigh I hate myself to have a very feeble will power :(
And time flies!
Better enjoy my second last day of holidays before it ends.
After that I would return to my way of hectic pre-U life.
Try not to think so much things about us, hectic life of course will numb my messy mind and comfort me to be optimistic in everything.
Of course I hope everything will be fine.



Yeah everything will be just FINE!

Bye year 2012, it gave me a lot of memories. :')

Hey year 2013, please wish me luck in everything, I would love you haha.


Happy New Year everyone! :D

再坚强

也有会累的时候

我真的怕有一天

我会倒下

或还是你根本没有站在我的立场替我想过

或其实你根本就不了解我要的是什么

我在钻牛角尖没错

很固执情绪化疑心重想东想西自找麻烦

我很烂 对不对







我很烦人

我知道

放心 我会还你一个耳根清静

So call Christmas! ;)

This was what I have learned to fold for this Christmas.

Origami Santa Claus made by my pair of magic hands :P
Is that cute?


So I made these for my bunch of buddies as their little christmas gift.

Far view did look like a bunch of armies haha.


And we have a gifts exchange party on Christmas Eve. I prepared the most practical and usable present as christmas gift because price setting is limited. So I bought a hand wash cream with honey flavour. HAHAHAHA you must be thinking that this present was very cheap and lousy.

Yet, to make it special, I wrote and drew something on it.

Hahaha my Santa Claus looked so cacat.

Well the snowman was still okay.

After done wrapping. It's looked more prettier than before. And class too just like wow the price of this present shouldn't be less than rm10 but actually it was! Good ma can confuse people hahaha.

Picha for the night. I think got more just they are not yet uploaded.

Qiu xiao Q have a weird smile haha.

 

Guan Yik & Hardrock

 

Guan Yik & I

 

I was like a passerby in this picture LOL

And the one I love.  ♥

 

 

 

I'm a Santa Claus :DD

 

The gifts!



I'm the lucky one who got guan yik's gifts haha.

And this one! Hand made photo frame by Qiu xiao Q.
I was like oh my God when he gave this to me, so damn artistic and awesome!!!
He said this was my N years ago de birthday present and christmas gifts wor lolol
so sampatt de little Q. Anyway, I'm so touched to get this because only I have this hahaha. I love it  ♥  Thank you so muchiii xiao Q ^.^

And hardrock's hand made christmas love letter haha. Thank you hardrock ;)

Yesterday was Christmas so I followed my family to Genting Highlands early in the morning. Right recently the weather was so moody and rainy, so yesterday did so. There was extremely cold with lot of mists up there. Can't even see the front way clearly when driving up hills (quite dangerous one ) due to too concentrated mists in the air like I was been at other cold countries. I think the temperature there was around 15C in the range.
I super love this cold and frozen weather, like that only got 'went genting de feel' ma haha.


I was looked half-way old. I mean my appearance is mature but body just like kids so if I want to enter casino I think the guards there most probably would not allow me to enter ( of course I can't enter actually I haven't reached 21 years old ) although sometimes they wouldn't be so hardworking to check your IC number. Instead of taking challenges, I chose to shopping alone ( forever alone T.T ) I found that there were so many retail brand shops has newly opened. Awesome I could shop again although I already went shopping on that day before. At the end, I bought 2 pairs of my lovely shoes. One is from Vincci and another one is from Bonita.

  

So far these 2 pairs of shoes are the only shoes I've bought during this holiday. Super love these shoes :D  ♥



Thanks bro for buying me sushi and his girlfriend bought me MARSHMALLOW as my christmas gift!!!
My favourite MARSHMALLOW awww  ♥ ^.^

I'm so appreciated and enjoyable on my christmas eve night and christmas day although it's not very special. I'm so happy and elated to be with my buddies and my family. Enjoy every single moment  ♥   and I'm happy because I've received many presents hahahaha.


Wish you a Merry X'mas and Happy New Year! :D

其实  刚刚我很失望

虽然微笑  说  没关系

我只是  假装不在意  伪装自己

End of the...WORLD?

So..coming 21st of December 2012 is the end of the world?
The Mayan had in no certain terms of prediction that the planet will explode or implode on this day. But still many people worry about this world issue.
Mr. Pang asked us don't attend tuition class tomorrow if we woke up without the existence of the Sun on tomorrow because he sure wouldn't be around in the centre due to his reason of "scared of death" LOL sampatt him -.-

Actually, I don't really believe on this lah although everyone seemed so worry and kept on talking about this in Facebook. LOL.
Well, but still..I will have a thought like what if it really happen? What would I did?
Survive or Death?
Well, I've contradiction in between these.


I would like to choose to survive if the world is endless, perhaps may occur some natural disasters? ( of course I don't wish any disaster happen! ) Survive, because I'm still young as what Mr.Pang said. I just 18th! This age is so spirited, beautiful and young! Everyone just have once 18th in entire life. If I really die in this precious age, it's really wasted! And of course for others who same age with me. I still have many things not yet to do such as study University, graduate, working, earn money, marry, give birth and etc. My life is so charming and it is waiting for me to explore and experiance. I don't wish my life would be ended up due to the end of the world.



But from other points of view, I found that actually it's not really a pessimistic thing if the world is really coming to the end. If end of the world is happened, then we can forget all the things we've done for so long in our life. For instance, I don't need to get my sem 1 result haha. ( Oh my gosh, I'm really a coward! ) Everyone can avoid to face the realities and also challenges in life.  ( It is a bad example, child don't learn from me! LOL ) BUT! if it really came, why not we make ourselves to be more optimistic to face this?




HOWEVER!


I wish it would not be happened as what Mayan people estimated.
Because I still wanna date cbb!!! So long no meet up with him damn desparate to see his square stupid noob face HAHAHAHA! and meet my jimui also ;D
And tomorrow is The Winter Solstice! I wanna eat so many sweet soup balls! yumm yumm :D'' once you ate, then you will be older for a year old. Then I will be 19th already OH NO! T.T

All in all, I wish to survive somehow. :)

我不懂你。

感觉很近却很远

我只能远远  静静的  看

所有的思想感觉只属于自己



想了一夜

才发现越来越不认识你了

你的一切  对我来说

很陌生  不再熟悉

也不能了解你所做的一切

在意的  不只是那件事  还有其他人  其他事

不揭穿你  只是让你有台阶好下而已


你可能不知道我在说着你 因为你不会看见

如果人生能再从来   我希望我从来不认识你

 

 

 

没有结局的故事早点划上句号也好

鼻子很酸

眼睛很酸

眼泪很酸

心更酸


委屈，我很委屈。

为什么要这样对我？ :'((

I think most probably you did it
although you denied and acted nothing


But WHY ME ? only ME, I wonder :(

被骗的心，痛的撕心裂肺

来一支强心针也于事无补

此时此刻，只能嘲笑自己

喂，你是个全世界最愚蠢的人。

 

 

 

对，原来我很蠢。

My last week.

Watched this.

Eventually, I understand why they like this drama so much after watching it.
This drama was just too beautiful and interesting with a happy ending at the end of the drama. I'm not really like this drama very much but I've found out something ineteresting. What I appreciated in this drama was the main character, the girl who was always dressed up gorgeous but sometimes simple, JUST.. too perfect for me. I love her dressings haha. And this drama is much more maturer than other taiwan's dramae, indeed.


It's so nice if I have an opposite sex friend who is just like 李大仁. However, after finished watching this drama, I found that I didn't have a male friend like him. But then I discovered that perhaps there is none of the guys who just mentally similar to him in this world because he is just too PERFECT in everything. Don't talk about his appearance, I mean just perfect in mentality, the way he treats his love one as best friend, loving her a littler bit more than a best friend without letting her to know about this secret. I think in reality, none of us can really do this, no matter boys or girls. It's such a sad case if the one you love would never know you love her or him and you have to keep this secret by your own for so many years. Awww :(


This is just the drama I've watched during this holiday and I wanna share with you all if you are not yet to watch this. ( I believe many of you have already watched this long time ago just that I'm too outdated haha )For those who never watch this drama you may try to have a look if you guys are free, overall is not bad ;)


And last weekend I brought my cousins to watch movie.
Wrecked-it Ralph.

Previously I thought this movie will be boring and just SO SO only somemore I have to accompany two of my little cousins to watch cartoon movie. But then after watching it, I LOVE this! In the story, there are parts of backgrounds which are full of colouful candies and even marshmallow! Hahaha how cute all those candies in that movie are able to talk to others OMG! Super love this movie because the all the characters are too cute and adorable. And those tempting sweets and candies awww ♥  And the Ralph ( main character ) is the hero because he'd successfully saved and changed a princess's fortune. Not bad movie, enjoyed so much! :) Can try to watch it if you like to watch cartoon just like me haha.


One of the cousins that I brought for watching movie is the one who just lost her father 3 weeks more ago. I bought some stationeries for her and popcorns for her movie that day. Don't know why when she was with me, I felt that I had that responsibility to take good care of her and love her. Perhaps these are the only things I could do for her so far. I promised my uncle to look after her last 3 weeks so I must do it. She's really a lovely, caring and well-behaved girl. I love her. (':


And I went to Malacca. Just went for a day only.
First time I drove to Malacca and this was also the first time I drove at high way from Seremban to Malacca. Flying on the road about 120km/h. The feeling was so nice and cool hahaha. The main purpose of going there was not travel la, we just went to eat some famous recommended delicous foods such as nyoya asam laksa, Nadeje layer cakes,chicken tandoori, cheese nan and also coconut shake! So tempting right? :D'
And went for shopping too.

Bought thse hairbands. I think one of this is same as bebe bought last time. Hahaha don't know why I just simply love the colour and patterns (love shaped and polka dots) on it, so sweet. :D

Kayyys that's all about my last week. :)

刚看了朋友分享的爱情故事，是别人的，的确很感人。

有人说，远距离恋爱很难维持，有人却觉得很简单。

坦白说，我个人觉得有点难。虽然说只要互相信任，坚持信念，就能有好结果，对，这是应有的态度。 可是，当时间久了，人还是会有点改变的。 难道我们能确定我们爱的人会一样一直深爱着我们？就算自己的心没变，也很难保证对方的心不会变。

当然，也有例外，就是那些最后能开花结果的。
最后能开花结果的也证明了他们面对爱情考验的信任和坚持，他们的努力终于得到收获，是一件值得开心的事。  为他们献上深深的祝福。 :)



没什么，这只是看了刚刚的故事，有感而发。
也提醒我要好好维持和把握，因为只要互相信任和坚持，我们的故事就永远没有句号。
加油陈欣怡！

前一秒，还抱着希望
后一秒，你却让我失望

我真的哭了
不是生气，只是太伤心了
因为我为你准备所有的一切，白费心机。

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

不值得纪念的 29th 月